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Its been a long time...
Wednesday, October 17, 2012 || 4:00 AM
Time hasnt been on my side lately. Ouch okay. O level is just a day away. Masyaallah! Really hope that the results will show. Have put in my best already. It will be ay-okay~
Time is ticking
Eh i need to catch up on my sleep lah. Its already 4 in the morning. Intenstive self study tomorrow from morning till afternoon. Pray its gonna be a productive day. 🙏
Wassalam.
Im off to lala land 😘
"friends" or friends
Friday, June 22, 2012 || 12:01 AM
No one can be trusted.
When i said no one, i really meant no one.
You're not in the position to alter me to your liking.
Please, just take your leave if you dont find yourself comfortable
I like it this way. In fact im trying to get used to it.
Eventually i will have to. Someday, somehow
Why am i so fucked up?
Sunday, April 15, 2012 || 11:52 AM
Why must it be like this?
Gosh i suck.
Take this as a lesson learnt
Friday, November 25, 2011 || 9:43 AM
I've seen many separate and part ways. It is a very hurtful reality but what else can you do? Nothing. Just to accept reality and move on. There's so much more in store for you in the future. You cant force the other partner to accept you again if they're not willing to. I mean it is very tiring to be sad all day all night isnt it? Soon we'll get tired of doing so. All of these are just puppy love not really true love. And for some its just a crush and then it became an obsession. If the other party can just live with it and let go maybe you should too. Then again, they may be hiding their true feelings just to show their manly side. Think of the possibilities instead of just accusing and pin pointing their mistakes. Take a minute or two to reflect on yourself. Make sure the next time those mistakes will not repeat again. It may take weeks or months to stabilise yourself due to the tragic moment i can say. But after those weeks and months if you're not really stable that means that you're not making an effort to take it easy. Dont let it turn into an utter hate. Hate will turn into Love eventually. Thats why. Take in advices from your friends. Criticizing them makes no difference to who you are. You're just making more sins for yourself. Hurting the other one is enough but to hear or see them always criticize, cursing, swearing about you BEHIND YOUR BACK hurts more. Trust me it really do. Take a chance to let it all go. Labels: Everything happens for a reason
Paradoxical Truth
Saturday, September 3, 2011 || 12:10 PM
This year = not a good year
It was for the first half
Then everything went downhill
nothing seemed right
Looks like youv forgotten about me
This paradoxical truth...
Sometimes i wish you would knew
But you wouldnt bother
K i need to stfu
Just note my feelings; they didnt change.
Labels: To Infinity and Beyond.
Life?
Thursday, July 14, 2011 || 10:52 PM
Everything ended in a bloody hang.
I hate you
I love you
I like you.
Like it would make a difference?
Hell no
you changed then the blame goes to me
fuckyouk!
personally a message to you
Friday, January 28, 2011 || 9:29 PM
HAHA!
guess what?
you insulted me to _____
then say about me not respecting my god.
eh hello kau orang cine tau. aku islam
sakarang sape yang tak respect?
mepek pe..
so.. obviously aku tgh respect tuhan aku yang maha esa bukan patung ke pe
then everytime show me the fucked up face.
i dont want to ruin friendship
if you have realised i have been totally nice even after fighting
the true me wont even talk to you AT ALL!
so appreciate what i am doing.
you took advantage of me alot of times.
when i venge out anger you not happy
so what you want??!