“life will be better in spring”

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hey ey.. hey ey ey ey ey...

today got netball ..
didnt feel like fasting during netball
but was hungry in class
was damn all high during netball~
ran here and there and did almost handstand and cartwheel after netball
weee~
then ate at KFC again!!
With:
-Chloe
-Fion
-Michelle . L
-Evelyn
-Adrian
-Khairi
-AMIRUL! :D
-myself

so basically chloe was all drunk as usual
pepsi flowed out from her nose too.. cool ah
evelyn got that on video. hehehe
so then talked with amirul from mrt till a place before we went own ways to go home
thanks ah for listening :D
kay then go home ate donut
yumerlicious *mmmmm*
not indending to study or do hwmks
who cares! its a free day tomo
wahaha im being ignorant

WEEEEE~~
:D
love you laa :)

Labels: saranghae -large exclamation-

Heys ..

currently watching brad,love and dreams on kbs
nice drama.. catch it one day if you would like to
parents out. one sis our another one is a pig in the room
brothers driving me crazy at this point of time
youngest is really irritating ht ehell out of me
crying and whining all the time
another brother just shouts and disturbs the others
what the flamingo!!
arhghghh!!!
goddamnit
why must there be a pig in the house mann

okay lah gotta take car eof the 2 monkeys now
:D see ya on the next post 

Labels: jailed much

Its a normal boring saturday dont you agree
all i have done today was sleep, tv, sleep, hwks, sleep, here i am
so far i only almost complete my malay homework.
yesterday caught step up 3d with amani!!
sad that asdira couldnt tag along :(
it wa superb awesome
but then the specs was like damn gigantic to me
my fingers and toes went numb after we got out of the theatre
omg.. then rushed out to garden then inside back
walked around.. trying to waste time
then bused home even though amani told me not to
-- done --

i know you might not know what you have done
what i have posted isnt it enough for you to realise
you can still put up and say what you have done wrong
oh c'mon its damn obvious lah
how you treat me and what you did to me
haishh..  worst come to worst i just have to admit im the one in wrong
so.. let bygones be bygones okay
i will act like nothing happen but if this repeats again..
there's not a chance awaiting you.
lets just hope everything will be fine and i will act normal

SO.. DONT WORRY BE HAPPY! :)

signing off
youknowwho!

Labels: cheer ups

Heys its friday!!
and im at home.. muahahahaha

pon school pon school.
i need a break from th bitch
and also time for me to finish up undone homeworks
as well as catch up with studiess
its almost 11 and you guys in school jiayou 1 1/2 hour more
later gonna watch step with amani!! weeee~
it gonna rain really soon
*thunder storms*

yesterday was great when i need not see your face
stop giving me your fucked up retarded face
everyone gets pissed seeing it
wanna show youre bu suang ah?
i more bu suang you knoww
somemore needa stick with you
wahhh piannggg
so yesterday netball was awesommme
and buka outsude with chloe, fion, michelle, evelyn, amirul, adrian and khairi(i guess this is how you spell your name)
chloe was drunk and super high.
she almost fell backwards on the escalator
tsk tsk tsk.. dont drink beer alr lah horh
then took mrt with amirul!
hehehehee
sorry for the wrong info about siding :(

hopefully ''she'' can realise her mistake and reflect about it
which will happen only with a miracle

so.. toodles. :D

Labels: weeee

heyss~

im back again..
today was unusual much..
i had moodswing as what amanda mentioned..
idk why but it just happens
for  a whole hour of malay ck isnani nagged
then english wanted to sit with amanda to cheer her up
but she was away so dont want
then it was recess and the yog girls came
aft that was science -snores-
then history.. was a little happy by then
maths came was back to moodswing :(

today didnt go watch step up with the guys..
sorry-- anyway i can repay the time wasted for my reply?
really sorry. wanted to go but no other she-male so decided not to
then went to comics with asdira buy thing for amani
----end----

I wonder why do i care so much about people when they dont do so to me
Why am i not being thought of others when i think of them
Why dont i get good karma after good deeds
Why must i get bad karma after good deeds ( i dont believe in karma though)
Not a single one is thinking why do i always help them instead of myself
Why do you people have to act caring infront of me only when you have no one to go to
what the fukc..
Im trying to make others life easier when im living in a misery
No one sees it except for me
I wish to cry all my heart out but no one seems to lend me their shoulder
FML!
Why must you steal away my people
Just be frank, i wont kill you for being so
I can see it in your eyes, texts, and actions that you dont mean what you say to me
Tell me if you hate me and i will back off
Tell me you dont wanna see me and i will not see you anymore
I dont think i can trust anyone anymore
I will have to depend on myself than you guys
Im not some rubbish to be thrown as and when you want
I know im not so appealing to be seen
I myself know that..
I might not be okay even if i mention so
I might not be what i said but i just kept it all within me
All i want to say is just stop putting me in life in misery alright

Labels: i mean it

Wahahaa~ im back

MUAHAHAHAHA


yog people left when recess..
good thing i sat beside nasuha
got back english test. 22/40
bad much :(
im deproving by each day
try my best already.. attentiveness in classes still doesnt help
in geog and peer tutoring sat with nasuha!!
had some mini art on my paper so mdm zan asked me about it..
nice right.. of course but now its vanished

today had that freak maths test.
might fail for it *cries*
all the best in results people!
today slacked in class awhile only coz no one left expt guys
so walked one round then scold that uncle for closing doors early
then took lrt opposite form usual to accompany amani.
all 3 sat in a row weee!
then after amani left there was this weird grandmama..
she kept raising her eye brown continuously
omg cant stoop laughing by the look of it
like.. wont she somehow get tired of it?
you did it while you were young right..
tsktsktsk.. never take in my advice right..
so.. tomoro gonna watch step up
and today no homeworks!!
not gonna do history :p dont care!!

soo.. till then ciaos
<3 :D

Labels: :D

Today's the 9th of August!
HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!
so its a long 4 days break aye..
soo.. on last friday.. after school went to have lunch then went lot
go back and went to lot once again..
then saturday went to JP watch movie ^^
then sunday.. went to lot for little shopping with sister..
bought not much stuffs.. first time shopping with own money :D
then today went to fish farm with mum dad and brothers
walked around... and went to buy chicken!! YUMM!!
hahahaha.. wednesday gonna get back to school ..
mundane lifes are back :'(
till then see ya :D